All Boiling Over

I haven't written on here in ages.  So much to the point that I was beginning to wonder if I ever would again.  This life moves so quickly.  People move on from one thing to the next without a first thought, let alone a second one.  Truthfully, it's why I feel safe saying whatever the hell I want... because sure, you may be mad for a second until you go watch TV or something...
Besides being overtly negative already, I mostly just haven't known how to express exactly everything I've been thinking.  Then I realized it wasn't a matter of not being able to, I don't want to.

Simply put my days of being able to relate the particulars of my life are now over.  That's okay with me, entirely.

I've been through a lot since I've moved down here.  On a basic level, I've lost about 20 lbs, negative relationships are no longer weighing me down, and existentially I've completely transformed but I am wholly who I have always been...  it's nice.

I've been all over the place creatively.  Writing, painting, costuming.  I'm mostly anxiety ridden about not having the ability to get out and photograph some of my most recent work, but with a little patience, that will come in due time.

Good things are happening and even better things are coming.

Disregard this rant

Today I am immensely irritated.
Nothing new.
So that irritates me.  There's always something.

On the quest for there to be less something in my life, I'm bombarded by nearly useless and certainly hopeless appendages that make it exceedingly difficult to just simply feel better.  But I will.  Because they're not worth it.  I go through this little anger, narcissistic coil in my mind that says right here, "Fuck them because they're stupid."

And that's how I just feel about everything right now.  STUPID SO MUCH STUPID

"Little E"

What does the "E" stand for?  Well it could stand for a lot of things...

This is the place my brain needs to go between the million other things I do.

Lately I've been in the habit of gluing little shiny things onto paper and not giving a crap about what anyone else thinks.

I hope you enjoy my fanciful rebellion and assuredly, many more to come.